Sunday, June 05, 2005

Haze

work... punch out... sleep... wake at 7am... go back to sleep... oversleep... skip bath... rush to work... punch in... work... punch out... eat... punch in... work... punch out... sleep... wake at 7am... go back to sleep... oversleep... rush to work... punch in... work... switch depts... work... switch depts... work... sleep... work... sleep on a bench... oversleep... miss shift... go on probation... work... skip meal... sleep... skip meal... work...

Unable to keep up with the oscillation between being awake and being asleep, my level of consciousness has plateaued so that I am not sure if certain memories of the last 72 hours are real or not. Walking around feels a bit surreal. For the past few days, if I haven't been sleeping, I've been working, and my systems can't keep up.